Mellenkahlee
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Friday, June 17, 2005
Metaphysics and fine print... Zort from URL @ 4:36 AM I wonder if that rule about real cold things getting real hot and breaking, applies to really sad things getting real happy. *eyes pop out* 'Cause if it does... I'm screwed. I'm obviusly not going to shatter... unless theres something about metaphysics I dont know... God is SO awesome! I was in a downward spiral lasting a year that finally accelarated to critcal mass early wednesday morning. The lord pulled me out of it right before impact! And the cool thing is he did it to make me see WHAT I've been doing wrong, and WHY it's wrong, and HOW to not do it again. He's not only pulled me out of that spin, but he's also showed me how to build an atomic bomb! Now don't freak out guys, I'm not talking about a real bomb. I'm talking about a bomb we know called LIFE. I've been doing everything wrong on my own and after all this pain, anger, hate, and depression got too much for me (which really was all along) I crawled over to God and asked for help. He was right there waiting for me to ask, but I was just being so darn bullheaded that I wouldn't. After I asked, It was like all my problems were fixed. Well not exactly fixed all the way, but still it's getting there. It was like my life was an aprentice's struggle to put together an atomic bomb. I wasn't using the help of my master bomb builder, and because of it, I was making a toaster oven of doom. Or maybe not of doom. I mean if I'm trying to build a bomb and I'm getting a toaster oven instead I better at least call it The Toaster Oven of Doom right? Anyway I thought it was doomy, but since I was building it on my own, It couldn't even toast bread. But when I asked for help... Wphew! It was like The master just started pointing out what was wrong with the bomb, and gave me my own copy of the blueprints. Oh man, I'm so blessed. I mean God must really love me for him to let me avoid hitting the bottom that hard. All this and more ladies and gents! I just found out that something else (which I am currently not at liberty to discuss) will go my way if or when God says yes. Hello! Haven't you heard? I'm friends with that Jesus guy! I've got a man on the inside! This is cool. I'm happy. Now I'm not saying I totaly believe that It'll go my way... But if it did, I'm pretty sure you'd never hear the end of it. I've got good news! I just saved A BUNCH of money on my car insurance by switching to GEICO! ::!~ Trying to Smile ~!::
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