Mellenkahlee
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Forever lasts... Zort from URL @ 2:22 PM College is a bust. I'm serious here, I've never been so busy, and free at the same time. They always tell you "go to college, It's fun. You'll learn new things." they never tell you that college really will eat your soul. I have a teacher who likes me even though I probably won't pass her class, A teacher who hates me even though her class is is easier to pass than a stool sample, and a teacher who won't teach. Right now, I have 4:1/2 hours to do my homework which should suffice... But I just kinda want to relax right now. I got more than 3 hours of sleep yesterday! It's been a while since I got good sleep like that. And my dream was satisfying too. I dreamt I killed my mom for throwing the phone away. And because I was able to use the phone more freely, I was able to woo the woman-girl of my dreams, and have a happy life... without my mom. It was great. Don't get me wrong, the point isn't that my mom was dead, so much as it was that she wasn't bothering me. Roadbear babysat for my kids when I went camping with my gorgeous supermodel wife, and he made sure that they all went to bed on time. He then had poker-night with his bearfriends in the bathroom, around the toilet with the lid down. Come to think of it, the toilet was just about the right size for a teddybear table. However I wouldn't trust the beandip at that poker meeting. I had a great time in dream world. I was really really happy throughout the whole dream. Genuinly happy. Only thing is, I eventualy had to wake up. Then came the water works. I had forever in my pocket, and it went away. For once I'd like forever to last forever. To be allowed to wake up and still see her next to me. To be enabled to freely kiss her without ending up with pillow down my throat. When forever lasts, I won't be last anymore. ::!~ Trying to Smile ~!::
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