Mellenkahlee
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
When something stupid happens... Zort from URL @ 9:46 AM Take a look at all my crazy posts on this blog. It's like a freakin' rollercoaster. Happy, happier, happy, sad, sad, sadder, oh my gosh i'm so sad, saddest, suicidal, dead, suicidal, sad, happy, sucidal, just plain tired, suicidal, sad, wow im sad, damn, im sad, wowie wow wow thats really depressing, moderatly mild. Now that may be very boring to read about all the time, but when it's YOUR life, it's a little less than settling. Not entirely fun. Now on to a less observant mode of thinking, I really hate it when I forget to take my pills. Ok, here we go. I'll really try to make a good post. (*AHEM*) Here I am, sitting at Ben's desk with my computer on new years day. But It's not just newyears day today, nosir. It's chilliday today. The day directly following newyears eve. When most of my entire family Usualy shows up at Grandma's house and we all have a rabid good time blowing stuff up in the basement... well errr, not everyone. Just me and my cousins. But this years chilliday is special! We induct Benjamin into our family of weirdos! Now there isn't anything left to blow up, but we can still have fun. Less fun than before of course because well, obviusly stuff isn't going to blowwup, and I'm now 18 so i can't do anything illeagal (aka fun) anymore, but hey hey hey whatever. So excited. We'll probaly get fat, and we'll prolly regret eating all that chilli (especially when some of my family is married and sleep in the same bed with their spouse...stinky stinky...) but nomatter, we'll have memories to last forever, or like for ten days. and heartburn... ooo i hate heartburn. It really does feel like your heartsisburninging for real you know, you know. man nomatter how hard i try i can't get out a decent post today. So I'll leave you on a special note. I forgot to take my pills. ::!~ Trying to Smile ~!::
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