Mellenkahlee
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Friday, December 03, 2004
Die Trying Zort from URL @ 9:08 PM (EDIT: I really apologize for this post, I was being an arse.) Or Die Trying... Have you ever wanted someone to slit your wrists just for the warm relief of blood on your arms? Have you ever sat in a swampy field crying for two and a half hours, waiting for God to bring you to him? I have. Does it make any sense to keep out of a romantic relationship for fear of ruining a friendship, just to go about another romantic relationship with someone else? And if it does make sense, would somebody PLEASE explain it to me? Where does "I don't want to be the one to hurt you" blend into "I don't want to be the one"? Do kisses really mean as little as the world would have you think? Am I really that old fashioned?! Good grief, I thought it was an expression of showing the world who you loved. Apparently it just means "your lips might taste good, would you mind terribly if I sampled them for a bit?" And since when, EVEN IF you're madly in love, after seeing someone for the first time do you shove them into a elevator and proceed to clean eachother's throat via tounge? Maybe next time instead of shaking a girl's hand, I should give her a nice frenchkiss. Better yet, I'll lick the inside of her lungs. I mean if youre going to say "hi" why not spend the extra syllable to say "hello"? I refuse to answer the phone. I mean I've been tolerant, and I've never REALLY been angry about it before. I always just knew it was going to happen. But I thought there had been a change. I mean I truly believed it. WOW, what a sucker i must be. Had me going there, for a minute I thought you were sincere. My efforts in this area have nearly been the death of me, (literaly, several times) but there isn't anything I can do to sway her can I? What the hell was I thinking... Roma is a living testament to the shit I've been through for this... this... THIS GIRL. The key to making a relationship work isn't to SAY a buncha crap that means nothing, but to actually put an effort into it. You can't expect to stay friends forever, and treat me like crap forever as well. Or maybe I'm just crazy. ::!~ Trying to Smile ~!::
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