Mellenkahlee

Mellenkahlee

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Zort from URL @ 8:10 PM

Little white guys...

I'm not being treated right. In fact I'm being treated very poorly. How can anyone expect me to open up to them, when they know that what I have to say to them... and how I feel, WILL NOT be accepted. Don't act like you want to know exactly how I feel about you because the answer wont exactly make you warm and tingly inside. Those that I REALLY can't stand want to know how I feel about them. "Whats wrong Timo?" Well I'll tell you whats wrong, you rub me the wrong way, uphill, with a piece of glass. I CANT STAND YOU! And those people who I couldnt live without, they ask me "What are you thinking?" Well I'm thinking I want to hold you by your chin and kiss you untill your pretty little head pops off. But wait! They pretend that now since they've heard this, it musnt ever be spoken of again! *GASP* (SCANDAL!!) No. The answer is no. It will always be no. I shall not be forced to expose my heart to your coarse sandpaper voices. My heart is soft, a little frayed, and tired. Tired of being beated with a stick when things don't sound the way you people want them to.
Try to make friends with someone who has feelings for ME, well THATS a different story. Oh wait! NO IT'S NOT! For once, somebody actually has feelings for me. I have no idea whether Theyre genuine or not, but I don't feel the same way towards them. So what happens? "Lets be friends then. Okay?" I reluctantly say ok. The next thing i nkow, she wants to slip me the tongue. I really doubt that friends tongue kiss. In conclusion, I really don't think that anyone means what they say anymore.

This is worsened by outright lies told to me by SEVERAL previosly mentioned parties. Don't care who kissed who anymore.


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