Mellenkahlee
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Friday, October 10, 2003
Zort from URL @ 10:04 PM Change stood him up... It has recently occured to me that I do in fact, actually want everything my way. I guess I've always wanted it my way. I've always wanted my pizza cold, my computer time to be lengthy, and certain people to forget how they actually feel about me and to feel how i want them to feel. I've always wanted life served Timo style but it's not fair to ask for that. It's not even fair to want it that way. It turns out that other people in the world matter as much as I do and need things their way as much if not more than I need things my way. Go figure. I wouldve guessed that the world phyically rotated around my brain, and that I could control the weather, etc... Yeah well not QUITE that bad but whatever. If I've really come off sounding that way, then I would also hope that maybe people be not so hasty to see me in that light. I mean I don't want people thinking I'm selfish. It's not really my nature. I try to be giving, loving, nurturing, and caring but sometimes it just doesnt work. Aside from that tirade, I got my computer working a few days ago. Mr. Heise and Ben helped me (thanks alot guys) and it was entirely worth the work we put forth. Also I'm totaly ready for the new Blink 182 album due 11-18 of this year. It should be a gnarly early birthday gift for meself. I also need to buy the new Thousand Foot Krutch CD, and the new P.O.D. album hitting the rack soon, as well as Sick Of Change's newer album. I havent been looking forward to the Nickelback CD but man, it's freaking rad all the way through it! From rim to rim, awesome rock. And to end this on a low note, my back is killing me. (as well as my mom's eagerness to kick me off the computer whenever possible.)
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