Mellenkahlee
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Wednesday, August 06, 2003
Zort from URL @ 2:45 PM Where did he go... I think I'm finaly coming to grips with the fact that GuyX is gone forever. Man it kinda hurts saying it. Well actually it feel like my world is falling apart on TV, and I'm watching it from the couch. There's absolutely nothing I can do about it. I don't even know how we ever got around to becoming GuyX and Clara, but I really wish we hadnt, because now that we're forever friends, (which I adore, and wouldnt give up for the world thats falling apart) theres all this healing to do on my part. I feel like theres always somthing in my life thats cut, wounded, or broken. You know what? I need to get on with my life, which I've known and been trying to do for some time, but it really hast been happening untill yesterday. It may take me my whole freakin' life, but I'm trying. Trying to swin upstream, past all these planes in the sky that I've already happily passed. Seeing it all again feels like an icepick is being jammed in my heart. Wow that was almost profound... Write that down. ::AN ICEPICK BEING JAMMED IN MY HEART:: Ah, noted. So yes, as I was saying, I'm fine and as far as your concerned I actually know how to smile, and nobody ever stopped teaching me how to smile. :-D <--- See? I can smile. Youre all Manxzes.
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