Mellenkahlee
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Sunday, January 19, 2003
Zort from URL @ 10:55 PM Well not much going on today, I'm talking to Jen and she's gonna help me with my blog. I'm tired of this empty feeling of not knowing why I'm here. In this house, on this planet, in this physical realm... when I could be in heaven feeling normal, alive. I told Jenise how i felt about her and i just hope it dosn't mess things up. I couldn't even tell her to her It was HER i felt this way about. I had to use a fake name, and goodness I really am a window when it comes to my feelings. She must have known I was talking about her. It's just that when I think about her, (wich is all the time) I fel entirley empty, and fulfiled at the same time. I've never felt this way before. I only wish she felt the same. But shes with Steve, and I don't even know him. Oh yeah did I mention, I live more than 1,000 miles away from her, at least? *sigh* Welcome to my semidead, broken, christian, punk-rock, emo, empty life. - Timo
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